Yey have now entered week two of the famous two week wait. It is still the most agonising part emotionally. You are effectively in limbo - you cannot move on and know where you are until you have done that test.

Every so often my tummy has a little flip as it dares to imagine the best and then my realistic side swiftly bites me on the backside and tells me to stop it.

There isnt much to say to be honest - just lots of taking it easy and relaxing. Read a really good book this weekend - Katie Fforde’s love letters - really enjoyable. About a girl organising a literature festival (ummmm its like me!!).

Imagine going for the job you have always wanted and they say they will call you the next day - how slowly does that 24 hours go and think of how anxious and excited you feel for what might be - multiply that by 1000 and you kind of get how this feels.

Today I seem to be constantly thirsty - don’t know what that’s all about!!

Night all

xxxx