So today is a good day! Take away the fact that I am in immense pain and that I had to shove a pessary up my bottom - our little eggs and sperm have done the best!

The embryologist called and told us of my six eggs and G’s little swimmers - we have five embryos. Only one little egg didnt make it. Those odds are amazing! Freakily as I was on the phone to her Radio One started playing Spice Girls -Mamma!! Surely thats a sign???

So tomorrow our embryologist is going to call us and say who survived the night. I have to hope and pray that our little embryos are being as strong as their mummy and daddy who love them so much. I am positive one of those five little embabies is our baby. They feel so close. It’s wierd to think that they are in a dish in Oxford being looked after.

To our five little embryos - keep fighting because you will be the most loved babies in the world.

I love you all

xxxx