If someone else mentions this baby boom thats going on I might have to kill them. There is nothing worse when you are infertile than someone says “arent a lot of people pregnant at the moment”. It just reminds you that you are not. What I do love is when I text Cagney to tell her yet someone else is pregnant - she sends some extremely witty response that makes me laugh out loud and feel human again. This makes me sound bitter and twisted and I do feel sometimes like I am getting that way - im not im happy for each and every one of them - they get to experience the most amazing thing there is and they must be so excited.

I’m waffling as I am detracting from the fact that I have my scan tomorrow - I am petrified that something will be wrong. I dont have any pain or feelings that it has worked. What if tomorrow there are no eggs and it hasn’t worked. I know I am being both irrational and irritating but hey im allowed :o)

So tomorrow morning at 8.30am I am going to the hospital for an internal scan and blood test. Im not sure what the blood test is for given the fact that no-one has really spoken to us! The scan is to see what the follicles are like and if I am ready for the next stage. I’m not sure what happens after that either way so will have to tell you that tomorrow when hopefully I know a bit more!

G has just told me its freezing in this house - crikey these hot flushes are going to save us a fortune in gas bills :o)

Well done @ivyef on injecting yourself first time - you big show off :o)

xxxx