is a lot to drink - and water - i never drink water! I have lost count of the amount of times I have been to the toilet today but its getting on my nerves. I went to three different toilets at work today to avoid the boredom of going to the same toilet. That is how sad I am!

To someone who usually drank two diet cokes and a cup of tea a day - this is all very alien to me! My organs must be wondering what is going on. BUT the good news is I no longer miss it :o)

I still feel wide awake after halving the nasal spray dosage but the injections have bought a whole set of new symptoms. I seem to have developed an aversion to eggs which I normally LOVE. They make me feel so sick. I also have developed a headache right at the front of my forehead - I never get headaches and I mean never - so I am being fairly dramatic about it all.

G didnt get home last night until after midnight last night - he had a fab time but it was nice to have him home although I didnt sleep at all - I think I had worked myself up into a complete frenzy last night.

I feel better today although my new thing is feeling paranoid that the drugs arent working! What if they arent? What if I go to hospital on Friday and they say sorry we dont know why but you are going to have to start again! How horrid would that be.

Thanks for all the e-mails I got today from people - I would say I am fine more than I am sad so dont worry about me. I have been likened to Angelica from the rugrats - I cry and get upset at the drop of the hat. But it means so much that you are all there for me. I thank you all.

Night all

xxx